In search of wisdom in pain

Just like any usual day she walked through the market sinking in her thoughts as she bumped into this man and dropped her bags. he bent down to pick up her bags as she had a slight look at his hands ,they seemed familiar but she quickly let the thought go by in order to ignore the preceding painful ones . Just by the way she smelled , he was certain that the universe had made a move on them again . As she stood up just to witness her deadliest heartbreak. He handed her the bags as if he dint know those eyes , dint know those lips which were trembling now . All she could do was sigh and try to brush off all those faded memories which were running on her mind now. She quickly walked past to hide those tears in her eyes, she lit her cigarette amidst all the burning tears.

Heartbreak,this was the little truth about her life she was trying to hide ,which she could not anymore .That moment which lasted a few minutes made an everlasting impact on her mind . It gave light to that dark corner in her soul where she was trying to chain down every little memory about him. That moment broken down every brick of that half built wall she was trying to build against emotions.

But the truth she wasn’t familiar with was that she was damaged and damaged people are fighters ,sooner or later they do realize that they can survive and she was one of them. Her soul had been damaged, lies in his words had shot down her soul harder than the bullets itself,he ripped open her heart ,she was betrayed and played upon in the name of true love. She tried pulling herself together with every drag of that cigarette ,even though the burning tears blinded her vision she could figure out the bigger picture she knew her efforts dint go in vain , she did learn and grow, may it be very little but she did and this was a positive sign and right there was little girl ready to fight back her own emotions ,her own memory and not be a slave to them rather overpower them. She realized not all loves stories were meant to have a happy ending some were just meant  to experience the abbreviation of it.

tables turn; bridges burn;you live and learn.





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